I have always been a pretty naive sort of person! Well maybe mot so much naive, but more believing in the good in people, or good intentions to be precise. I have always trusted in the idea that truths are told and people are for the most part, genuine....until recently!
Yes, it may have taken 51 years, but I have finally learnt to become sceptical...I have finally learnt to look deeper before I give over to someone elses version of the truth.
Basically, if someone is nice and genuine towards me, then I am lovely back...but woe betide the person who deliberately goes out of their way to cause me or mine grief!
My entire life has been about "someone else"
You know what I mean...putting friends, family, loved ones' needs before your own. Attending to others needs at the cost of your own... type of thing.
Having said that, wouldnt you think that after all these years of caring, loving & struggling, you would think that people would be happy that at long last, I can relax a bit and enjoy a bit of life...geez it goes so fast!
But NO! The takers of this world(and they know who they are) are hell bent on trying to either make me feel guilty about it, or want me to continue to go without by lying to me and wanting to take more from me...
So be warned those "takers" out there, I AM ON TO YOU!!!!
The sneaky lies, the made up stories to evoke my sympathy so you get what you want, your obvious jealousy, secret messages and the plain rudeness do not escape me, for you are no match for me. Smirk to yourselves while you can as it will not last forever. You do not know me as well as you think for I have survived much worse in this life than you can imagine and I will, with pleasure continue to be a thorn in your side, by my mere presence...
I am extremely patient and as a huge believer in karma, and while you may have pulled the wool over some eyes, you certainly don't fool me...
Your day will come and ....
Meanwhile I am enjoying life, love and especially my family. Time with the ones I love is precious and I intend to take every opportunity to enjoy that!
Hope you have had a nice weekend...
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